2004-04-06 - 7:44 a.m.
I knew it was too good to last�
I was just informed that my boss no longer works for the company. This sucks�
It also means that I am now the senior member of this project (have I mentioned that I have only been on this project for 45 days. It also means that I am responsible for bringing the BRAND NEW member up to speed. It also means that I am now responsible for the success or the failure of this project within my company.
Have I mentioned that I haven�t even had any hands on work with the application yet.
Have I mentioned that we are supposed to be mock training all this week�and now not only do I have to teach myself the application�but I have to teach 2 other folks (who have no teaching experience) how to train this application as well.
Have I mentioned that I was informed that we (the training team) are also supposed to be going on the road in a month to train an Application that not only have I never seen�but have never even heard of.
Have I mentioned that I still don�t have the clearances necessary to go on the road�
Ugh�have I mentioned that most of the responsibility is going to be falling in my lap�but I am not going to be compensated for it�
Why do I get the feeling that I have just been proper fucked?
To make things worse, I don�t trust my management. I think they are lying, two faced, backstabbing twits, who let their personal feelings and grudges interfere with their ability to run this office. Because the big boss had such a strong dislike/resentment for my boss�she now also treats the rest of the team with equal disdain. I don�t like that one bit. My only advice for her is unless you have a REALLY good reason to do it�don�t poke bears with sticks. They don�t like it.
So once again I find myself ready to do the impossible with no support. Oh wait�it will be just like teaching in public school. I guess I can handle that.
Ugh�
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